[00:00.000] 作词 : Grant Knoche
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Grant Knoche
[00:05.67]Staring at my ceilin'
[00:08.69]Convince myself it's nothin'
[00:11.88]Pray to God to fix me
[00:13.42]Feeling guilty havin' thoughts at 12 years old
[00:18.07]Is mama gonna like this? (Ah-ah)
[00:21.19]I'm riskin' her of grandkids (ah-ah)
[00:24.30]Seven years of fighting, and I don't wanna fight no more (ah-ah)
[00:29.35]So I wanna let it out
[00:34.76]Wasn't ready then
[00:37.87]But I'm ready now
[00:43.60]I want my friends to know me
[00:46.68]Like, really, really know me
[00:49.69]I hope this doesn't change things, ooh, yeah
[00:55.98]They say that boys don't cry
[00:59.11]But newsflash, that's a lie
[01:01.99]I don't fit inside your boxes, I can't stop this, no
[01:06.32]So I'm counting down
[01:11.79]Unlock my cell
[01:15.16]And come on out
[01:19.37]Oh, my, beautiful bliss
[01:23.13]I'm so foreign to this
[01:26.47]Tell you what my walls know
[01:29.64]Here's my first hello
[01:31.74]Oh, my, such a relief
[01:36.31]I can be me
[01:39.07]I don't put on no show
[01:41.95]It's my first hello (oh)
[01:48.21]It's my first hello
[01:57.17]All that I said, all that I did
[01:59.54]I learned to lock my thoughts up carefully
[02:03.50]I held my breath, I broke my heart
[02:05.80]I bit my tongue, it starts to bleed
[02:08.99]And I, I hope you know that it's not your fault
[02:17.38]Hope my father understands
[02:20.29]I'm not any less a man, mmm
[02:24.45]Oh, my, beautiful bliss
[02:28.08]I'm so foreign to this
[02:31.53]Tell you what my walls know
[02:34.61]Here's my first hello
[02:36.75]Oh, my, such a relief
[02:41.24]I can be me
[02:43.96]I don't put on no show
[02:46.99]It's my first hello (oh)
[02:53.29]It's my first hello
[03:01.53]I wanna let it out
[03:06.29]Wasn't ready then
[03:09.55]But I'm ready now