[00:13.440]I'm so glad you made time to see me [00:16.940] [00:17.190]How's life, tell me how's your family? [00:20.282] [00:20.282]I haven't seen them in a while [00:26.795] [00:26.795]You've been good, busier then ever [00:30.403] [00:30.403]We small talk, work and the weather [00:33.875] [00:33.875]Your guard is up and I know why [00:40.249] [00:40.249]Because the last time you saw me [00:43.216] [00:43.216]Is still burned in the back of your mind [00:46.608] [00:46.608]You gave me roses and I left them there to die [00:52.764] [00:52.764]So this is me swallowing my pride [00:56.582] [00:56.582]Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night [01:02.494] [01:02.494]And I go back to December all the time [01:07.170] [01:07.170]It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you [01:10.912] [01:10.912]Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine [01:16.308] [01:16.308]I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right [01:22.957] [01:22.957]I go back to December all the time [01:29.170] [01:41.735]These days I haven't been sleeping [01:44.698] [01:44.698]Staying up playing back myself leaving [01:48.184] [01:48.184]When your birthday passed and I didn't call [01:54.180] [01:54.180]And I think about summer, all the beautiful times [01:58.345] [01:58.345]I watched you laughing from the passenger side [02:01.477] [02:01.477]And realized I'd loved you in the fall [02:08.541] [02:08.541]And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind [02:14.542] [02:21.220]You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye [02:21.554] [02:21.554]So this is me swallowing my pride [02:24.320] [02:24.320]Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night [02:30.543] [02:30.543]And I go back to December all the time [02:35.079] [02:35.079]It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you [02:38.769] [02:38.769]Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine [02:44.292] [02:44.292]I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind [02:50.816] [02:50.816]And I go back to December all the time [02:55.513] [03:07.641]I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right [03:14.730] [03:14.730]And how you held me in your arms that September night [03:19.756] [03:19.756]The first time you ever saw me cry [03:22.924] [03:22.924]Maybe this is wishful thinking [03:26.365] [03:27.045]Probably mindless dreaming [03:29.554] [03:29.554]If we loved again I swear I'd love you right [03:35.205] [03:35.205]I'd go back in time and change it but I can't [03:41.041] [03:41.396]So if the chain is on your door, I understand [03:48.660] [03:48.660]But this is me swallowing my pride [03:52.425] [03:52.425]Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night [03:58.265] [03:58.265]And I go back to December [04:03.076] [04:03.076]It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you [04:06.602] [04:06.602]Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine [04:12.013] [04:12.013]And I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right [04:18.556] [04:19.112]And I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind [04:25.284] [04:25.284]And I go back to December all the time