[00:00.85]Why won't I release me
[00:12.50]Why won't I release me
[00:24.30]I'm stuck on the side of the boat I rode
[00:27.31]Have I gotten too far while still afloat?
[00:29.97]Should have been more careful with the boat I chose
[00:33.19]Got chills from the water I'm wading
[00:36.43]Lazy or recovering?
[00:39.34]Lotal apathy I need time to think
[00:41.87]It's a miracle I still got strength to be fighting a line so gray
[00:50.87]Fighting a line so gray
[00:56.70]Fighting a line so gray
[01:02.57]Fighting a line so gray
[01:08.43]Fighting a line so gray
[01:20.08]Fighting a line so gray
[01:33.94]Cause I'm a mess get that out of my head
[01:39.90]I know I could progress could never get ahead
[01:43.33]I never wanted this I don't even recognize myself
[01:45.81]Steel my thoughts
[01:45.81]And I'm stressed feelin the world of pressure
[01:48.67]I know I started this
[01:50.26]Second guessed the effort to continue it or be this way forever
[01:54.46]So, steel my thoughts
[01:57.43]Teleport me to year seventeen
[02:00.51]I had such control and clarity
[02:03.23]Set the standard high,
[02:04.96]Its embarrassing how I lost it,
[02:08.01]Trying so hard to over achieve
[02:11.99]And gave no credit to my suffering poor body needed reprogramming
[02:18.11]Hold my rib cage, breathing
[02:23.53]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing
[02:29.39]Hold my rib cage, check my breathing
[02:43.51]Why won't I release me
[02:51.35]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple and I release me
[02:59.53]Release me
[03:03.15]Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple
[03:11.93]Far from simple
[03:15.94]Release me
[03:17.18]Release me