[00:03.900] 3am again, just like every day
[00:09.042] I regret what I stopped doing more than what I did wrong
[00:13.397] I miss things that never happened, the possibility of experiencing them once excited me
[00:18.495] But now the time has passed
[00:23.646] All that remains with me are smiles, pleasant memories, sounds, smells.
[00:30.305] They say longing is the joy of being sad
[00:35.266] I don't know whether to call this longing
[00:40.046] This is for all the times I didn't take a chance because of fear
[00:45.380] It's for everything that could've been
[00:48.666] This is, also, for everything that was
[00:51.369] For the times I felt as alive as those who nearly died but didn't
[00:58.449] Am I still the same?
[01:00.518] And if not, is that wrong?
[01:05.249] It's strange... Do you exist?
[01:09.655] What body does your soul inhabit?
[01:12.329] Do I know you?
[01:14.411] Do I have you?
[01:17.301] Did I have you or will I have you?
[01:20.486] There's so many questions
[01:23.357] It rains and the music in the background is aligned with what I feel
[01:31.610] 5AM again.
[01:34.447] Do I exist?
[01:37.502] Will I exist?
[01:40.534] ****, I miss you...