[00:00.000] 作词 : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Randy Findell/Eric Wood
[00:00.365] 作曲 : Edgar Nathaniel Sarratt III/Randy Findell/Eric Wood
[00:00.731] [Intro: midwxst]
[00:01.001] I put my phone on DND, don't look at my texts (Lunamatic)
[00:04.159] And I know there's somethin' wrong with me, I know I'm a mess
[00:07.066] And I don't care what you gon' show me, I'll never be impressed
[00:10.231] I never seem to pass my tests
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[00:12.538] [Chorus: midwxst]
[00:12.716] Gotta say "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[00:17.487] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die
[00:19.404] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[00:22.897] Escape route, my reality, I might run away
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[00:25.825] [Verse 1: midwxst]
[00:25.999] Close the door, and no, I'm never gonna open it up
[00:29.381] If you look in my eyes, you can tell I never gave a ****
[00:32.361] I know I'll nеver be anything, I'll nevеr be enough
[00:35.562] It's hard to process all these thoughts
[00:37.679] It's hard to come up with stuff
[00:39.064] To say to people that ask me if I'm okay
[00:42.025] 'Cause I know that I'm not and I never was in any damn way
[00:45.318] But I don't even have a lot of friends, I'm always betrayed
[00:48.314] You stab me in the back and left me there, in the sheet I lay
[00:51.986] Walk inside a party, they said that I'm brand new
[00:54.737] You always judgin' but don't know what I've been through
[00:57.934] Oh, you want smoke? Then come and try, see where it land you
[01:00.957] You piss me off, I'm sick and tired, I can't withstand you
[01:04.366] You know you're in the wrong, but never wanna say it
[01:07.471] You wanna take my trust? You broke and then betrayed it
[01:10.674] All of these memories and thoughts, they keep replayin'
[01:13.717] And you're the puppeteer, I know you won't portray it
[01:16.468]
[01:16.676] [Chorus: midwxst]
[01:16.974] Gotta say "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[01:20.346] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die
[01:23.290] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[01:26.565] Escape route, my reality, I might run away
[01:29.749] "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[01:32.946] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die
[01:36.065] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[01:39.413] Escape route, my reality, I might run away
[01:43.131] (Bloomtodeath)
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[01:44.233] [Verse 2: brakence]
[01:44.646] Man comin' up, it's so exhaustin'
[01:46.446] I keep ****in' up, but now everybody's watchin'
[01:49.639] Watchin', like was it worth of what it cost me?
[01:52.878] Block me, baby, I like it barbie
[01:55.455] Now you givin' up on the pride that I got left of me
[01:57.494] I understand it 'cause you pry so incessantly
[01:59.879] Might cross the street, always go cry to them desperately
[02:03.497] Your love is fake, you're only higher off the ecstasy
[02:06.744] But maybe I better be
[02:08.814] I'm so done treatin' death like a secret
[02:11.191] Starin' me down, killin' every belief
[02:14.432] Livin' a short life, just gettin' ready to pass away
[02:17.805] I was tryna survive, maybe I had to say
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[02:20.548]
[02:20.765] [Chorus: midwxst & brakence]
[02:21.187] "**** you", 'cause I know I made it here by myself
[02:23.986] Prayin' that I don't have to see another die
[02:27.263] Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna whine
[02:30.645] Escape route, my reality, I might run away