[00:00.000] 作词 : Julien Baker [00:01.000] 作曲 : Julien Baker [00:03.77]Beat myself until I'm bloody [00:09.89]And I'll give you a ringside seat [00:17.40]You say that it's embarrassing [00:24.89]I'm sorry that you had to see me like that [00:33.81]So you can either watch me drown [00:49.02]Or try to save me while I drag you down [00:54.80]Well I want to fix it but I don't know how [01:01.56]It isn't fair to make you wait around [01:11.91]While all your friends are goin' out [01:19.16]So Jesus can you help me now [01:24.84]Trade me in, for a briar crown [01:33.58]Is there anybody coming back for me [01:39.38]If they ever were, they are not now [01:48.23]So what's there left to talk about [01:55.90]I'm holding on [01:58.48]Just like a scratch off ticket how [02:04.68]I dig my nails into your skin [02:09.89]Honey, I'm not stupid [02:15.08]I know no one wins this kind of thing [02:22.32]It's just another way to kill an hour [02:27.58]Wishing I were different [02:33.41]Nobody deserves a second chance [02:39.09]But honey I keep getting them [02:46.39] [02:48.27]Like a scratch off ticket how [03:17.32]I dig my nails into my skin [03:23.44]Honey, I'm not stupid [03:28.81]I know no one wins this kind of thing [03:35.05]It's just another way to kill an hour [03:41.15]Wishing I were different [03:46.33]Nobody deserves a second chance [03:52.47]But I keep getting them [03:57.75]