[00:00.000] 作词 : Albert Camus [00:00.102] 作曲 : Strawberry✮ [00:00.204] 编曲 : Strawberry✮ [00:00.306]1. (page 3) [00:01.248]Maman died today. [00:03.752]Or yesterday maybe, I don't know. [00:07.425]I got a telegram from the home: [00:10.727]"Mother deceased. [00:12.745]Funeral tomorrow. [00:14.939]Faithfully yours." [00:17.516]That doesn't mean anything. [00:19.751]Maybe it was yesterday. [00:22.839]2. (page 59) [00:25.328]The sea carried up a thick, fiery breath. [00:28.601]It seemed to me as if the sky split open from one end to the other to rain down fire. [00:36.485]My whole being tensed and I squeezed my hand around the revolver. [00:42.495]The trigger gave; [00:45.796]I felt the smooth underside of the butt; [00:49.381]and there, in that noise, [00:52.473]sharp and deafening at the same time, [00:55.107]is where it all started. [00:57.741]I shook off the sweat and sun. [01:01.342]I knew that I had shattered the harmony of the day, [01:05.495]the exceptional silence of a beach where I'd been happy. [01:11.075]Then I fired four more times at the motionless body [01:15.061]where the bullets lodged without leaving a trace. [01:18.631]And it was like knocking four quick times on the door of unhappiness. [01:24.796]3. (page 122-123) [01:26.825]So close to death, [01:29.605]Maman must have felt free then [01:32.021]and ready to live it all again. [01:34.741]Nobody, nobody had the right to cry over her. [01:39.114]And I felt ready to live i t all again too. [01:42.556]As if that blind rage had washed me clean, [01:46.079]rid me of hope; [01:48.525]for the first time, [01:50.392]in that night alive with signs and stars, [01:53.335]I opened myself to the gentle indifference of the world. [01:57.412]Finding it so much like myself [02:00.980]- so like a brother, really [02:03.678]- I felt that I had been happy and that I was happy again. [02:09.021]For everything to be consummated, [02:12.106]for me to feel less alone, [02:14.689]I had only to wish that there be a large crowd of spectators [02:18.517]the day of my execution [02:20.592]and that they greet me with cries of hate. [02:25.655]