[00:00.000] 作词 : NahY0un9/Z-$hark
[00:01.000] 作曲 : NahY0un9/Z-$hark
[00:09.066]Xavier
[00:14.080]The best way to relax is self-harm.
[00:15.836]I don't even know anyone who get really done,
[00:17.589]to have fun.oh jesus, I need a handgun.
[00:19.852]to end depression. no pain!
[00:21.104]nothing remained, just painful lonely,uneasy and shame.
[00:24.116]God damn,if there's really anyone can help me.
[00:26.619]So please tell me.
[00:28.375]I'm always so tired and so why,
[00:30.131]are the people don't like me，
[00:31.634]Am I truly a freek?yeah I might be,
[00:32.887]the buildings are so high,
[00:34.647]that i can jump down without any thinking.
[00:35.896]But I'm fear to try it.
[00:37.150]Oh depression, i hate it.
[00:39.162]Cuttin'myself and see how much it bleed.
[00:41.414]i do such a thing just to beg for the Pleasure.
[00:43.169]Anybody behind me had gone Cuz' they thought,
[00:45.427]i've gone crazy.
[00:46.427]No one to sing a song or play with.
[00:48.181]They said all is Okay but me.
[00:50.190]Taking me away I don't wanna stay here.
[00:51.692]I am the one who everybody hated.
[00:54.199]dad and mom I'm sorry,
[00:55.706]Cuz tonight i gonna go,
[00:57.460]Standing alone cuz i'm so lonely.shall i gonna die,
[01:04.231]Singing a song to myself i wanted.
[01:09.511]it's time to say goodbye~,
[01:12.019]没错
[01:12.959]这个世界充满了挫折。
[01:13.976]丰满的理想遇到现实的冲淡和波折。
[01:16.741]遭到攻占后统统被中断。
[01:18.242]中庸的想法却不同于他们所说的
[01:21.001]一切像是意外 记载下的
[01:22.757]文字 刻下你心路的历程
[01:24.780]痛苦的缠绕 倾注了记恨
[01:26.284]想要报复 但是善念却在挣扎
[01:28.302]相信吧 世界真的没有很差
[01:30.058]现代格局呈现不同分化
[01:31.314]人心难测不分高下
[01:32.066]但是灵魂终会在苦难中升华
[01:34.071]leave me lonely
[01:35.088]leave me alone
[01:35.842]也许他们不会理解记忆的痛
[01:37.598]气息能感受这城市的阴霾
[01:39.612]但是请抬 头我们终会醒来
[01:41.364]Z-$hark
[01:41.364]当我醒来却发现身边没有人能懂我，
[01:44.628]周围的人对我冷眼相对包括他们的同伙，
[01:48.382]所以总是一个人独来独往，
[01:50.890]这世界与我没关联，
[01:52.143]因为这不是配角的主场，
[01:53.896]那就只能强笑欢颜，
[01:55.652]每天过的都很疲惫，
[01:57.157]拖着弯曲无力的脊背，
[01:58.910]而他们总催促让你一味，
[02:00.673]地在前十找到你的席位，
[02:02.676]失去了对生活的眷恋，
[02:04.696]在追梦路途渐行渐远，
[02:06.204]而这些发自肺腑之言，
[02:07.960]让你在无数个黑夜失眠，
[02:09.720]但这不是我想要的我想你是时候做出改变了，
[02:13.475]夺回被抢掉的有谁希望自己成为摆件呢，
[02:17.236]要把所有经历充分咀嚼不仅是知识而已，
[02:20.749]有更多重要的道理去学家人会支持着你，
[02:24.506]那摔倒的女孩快重新站起来，
[02:26.515]得为自己和家人奋斗，
[02:28.271]从出生以来就不能再洗牌，
[02:30.280]只能让汗水把衣襟渗透，
[02:32.038]不喜欢依靠别人的蛀虫，
[02:33.796]所以和他们水火不容，
[02:35.549]而你像一种药材功效好比鹿茸，
[02:37.557]不应该被埋葬和蛀虫不同，
[02:39.311]所以不能向命运屈服，
[02:41.077]不随波逐流地迂腐，
[02:42.830]把恐惧全部都驱逐，
[02:44.587]让一切都回到了基础，
[02:46.343]你的降临让你的父母高兴的像是中奖，
[02:49.985]be kind to yourself别辜负了他们的供养，
[02:53.744]The manners you show me lead me into somewhere hopeless,
[02:58.760]until i woke up!oh~ now i know why.
[03:06.790]混音：Pc_27
[03:07.292]编曲：HYPER MUSIC
[03:07.796]母带_Z-$hark