[00:10.94]Took me a little too long to believe, but I'm a believer now [00:17.47]Relieved so [00:18.32]I killed my demons [00:20.04]I killed the reaper [00:21.62]I lit the reefer, upped [00:23.85]The speakers [00:25.03]I don't really care about anything else [00:27.94]Imma make it there and i won't ever leave the house [00:31.12]Where the **** were my friends when i was down? [00:34.55]Cut 'em all off i'm just alone now [00:36.74]Yeah what about the fact you don't know me? [00:39.61]Don't know why i feel like the past is a bad thing [00:42.52]I don't regret it just wish someone would have warned me [00:45.91]What love really is and all the **** that that brings [00:49.28]Watch me try and hold all of that [00:51.06]It's a backache [00:52.28]I still don't know how i pack all of that weight [00:55.23]***** i'm smoking back to back [00:57.09]***** i'm that baked [00:58.86]I'm just tryna make happy a sad face (yeah, yeah) [01:01.99]I'm so sick of singing love songs [01:05.77]I just stay alone [01:07.30]I don't need to love someone [01:09.00]I'm just a ghost [01:10.06]My head foggy and cold [01:11.94]I try my best but [01:13.41]Guess i'm just a lost soul [01:14.94]Took another large dose [01:16.61]Ay, I been like this all my life [01:19.08]Trust me you don't ever need to tell me twice [01:22.33]What makes you believe that i'd [01:25.80]Ever get a thing listening to your advice [01:28.40]Yeah what about the fact you don't know me? [01:31.04]Don't know why i feel like the past is a bad thing [01:33.81]I don't regret it just wish someone would have warned me [01:37.00]What love really is and all the **** that that brings [01:40.67]Watch me try and hold all of that [01:42.22]It's a backache [01:43.54]I still don't know how i pack all of that weight [01:46.78]***** i'm smoking back to back [01:48.70]***** i'm that baked [01:49.72]I'm just tryna make happy a sad face (yeah, yeah) [02:06.67]Backstage singing with my head in my hands [02:10.06]Either scared or embracing the fear it depends [02:13.57]Hear what they're telling me but it doesn't make sense [02:16.73]They want me like everyone else [02:18.34]But i know i ain't them [02:19.87]My thoughts start to trail and then [02:21.58]I start to panic [02:22.74]And i'm still wondering when will i stop [02:25.68]The damage [02:26.23]I stopped giving in and I started defending [02:29.37]I'm not the villain but i'm not the heaven [02:32.30]Yeah what about the fact you don't know me? [02:34.79]Don't know why i feel like the past is a bad thing [02:37.44]I don't regret it just wish someone would have warned me [02:40.86]What love really is and all the **** that that brings [02:44.41]Watch me try and hold all of that [02:46.27]It's a backache [02:47.66]I still don't know how i pack all of that weight [02:50.60]***** i'm smoking back to back [02:52.79]***** i'm that baked [02:54.01]I'm just tryna make happy a sad face (yeah, yeah)