[00:00.000] 作词 : Lear-Nate禄午一/Loong ga Launch
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Lear-Nate禄午一/Loong ga Launch
[00:07.903]作曲：Lear—Nate禄五一 Lonng X Lxxrd 秋刀鱼弟弟
[00:11.654]作词：Lear—Nate禄五一 Lonng X Lxxrd 秋刀鱼弟弟
[00:15.403]编曲：Raspo
[00:19.360]混音：Ayew
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[00:31.107]人们都说婚姻是爱情的坟墓
[00:32.609]多么不幸的她嫁给变态的人畜
[00:34.861]多么无辜 无助 被家暴无数
[00:36.624]不断承受着她不该 承受的愤怒
[00:39.109]为了这个家 她选择忍受
[00:40.375]所有的痛苦都由她一人承受
[00:42.355]看不见的人心都隔着人肉
[00:44.118]痛苦源于沉默有谁能把她拯救
[00:46.609]一个人在房里不断啜泣
[00:48.104]泪水止不住的划过脸颊落地
[00:50.354]想死又没有勇气 空气里面夹杂恐惧变得锋利 让破碎的心 自我封闭
[00:54.605]不在沉默中爆发就在沉默中消亡
[00:56.122]无止境的容忍换来的都是安眠胶囊
[00:58.126]虚伪的男人给她筑起 承诺的高墙
[01:00.360]无数次家暴之后变成 沉默的羔羊
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[01:02.605]I feel like I'm out of my mind. There's no light in my life.
[01:06.370]I've been praying for somebody
[01:08.362]to save me and keep me alive
[01:10.362]i wanna run away ，just for a safe position
[01:14.114]Except to die ，now quiet is all my therapy session
[01:17.869]心都坠入海底 脸上残妆抹杀了回忆
[01:28.008]你曾是我的悲喜 可如今连拥抱也办不到
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[01:33.255]曾经正直 担当 善良 勇敢所有美好品质都汇集在他的身上
[01:37.261]当一纸婚书被按上手印他就原形毕露把承诺都遗忘
[01:41.272]当初掉进了漩涡 从此噩梦开始没法挣脱
[01:44.507]还记得那天下班拖着疲惫身体地回家
[01:47.700]所谓的爱人只有怒吼躺在沙发
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[01:49.197]他只把枕边人当情绪发泄工具
[01:51.206]这个家只要关上门就变成了地狱
[01:52.958]残留的妆还有那破碎的镜子
[01:54.953]她不敢有反抗只希望时间别静止
[01:56.937]雨会停 天会亮
[01:58.934]再而三的原谅只换来绝望
[02:00.688]她已彻底看清在被击溃的刹那
[02:02.698]这辈子会让他付出该有的代价
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[02:04.690]如果再来一次她不会再沉默
[02:06.701]一道道的伤疤都是家暴的轮廓
[02:08.443]如果再来一次她不会再懦弱
[02:11.439]周围人有色眼镜自己来打破
[02:12.697]再来一次她不会再沦落
[02:14.436]撕裂的伤口挣脱无期限的承诺
[02:15.954]再来一次玫瑰就不会再凋落
[02:18.450]可惜这世上永远不会存在倘若
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[02:20.691]I feel like I'm out of my mind. There's no light in my life.
[02:24.440]I've been praying for somebody
[02:26.198]to save me and keep me alive
[02:28.434]i wanna run away ，just for a safe position
[02:32.182]Except to die ，now quiet is all my therapy session
[02:35.943]心都坠入海底 脸上残妆抹杀了回忆
[02:44.144]你曾是我的悲喜 可如今连拥抱也办不到
[02:51.146]只希望周围人的听闻别再装聋作哑
[02:51.401]别再抱有希望以为他会悬崖勒马
[02:51.892]把她们的事拿来当做谈资消遣
[02:52.397]都以为自己无罪还不都是恶的推手
[02:52.898]既然无法逃脱这个炎凉世态
[02:53.144]做出每个决定要看清 是好是坏
[02:53.641]我们都没有办法去 置身事外
[02:53.903]如果没有人 爱你 请你选择自爱
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[02:54.894]I feel like I'm out of my mind. There's no light in my life.
[02:55.151]I've been praying for somebody
[02:55.151]to save me and keep me alive
[02:55.410]i wanna run away ，just for a safe position
[02:55.650]Except to die ，now quiet is all my therapy session
[02:56.153]心都坠入海底 脸上残妆抹杀了回忆
[02:59.899]你曾是我的悲喜 可如今连拥抱也办不到