[00:04.25]by kindjal1324 [00:22.36]those monsters under my bed [00:27.35]ghosts clouding my head [00:33.54]are these the only reasons [00:37.72]i feel trapped i feel trapped in my fear [00:44.03]anxiety [00:49.45]taking hold of me [00:55.56]pulling me down [01:01.01]pulling me down [01:06.97]those monsters in my head [01:12.70]memories i thought were dead [01:18.02]a black whole in my chest [01:22.92]i fell to blacken depth [01:28.30]anxiety [01:34.56]taking hold of me [01:40.01]pulling me down [01:45.03]pulling me down [01:49.86]i ve always wanted for more than this [01:55.90]for more than this [01:58.64]a better this [02:01.86]i ve never wanted to feel like this [02:07.04]to feel like this [02:09.86]the feel of this [02:13.66]... [02:24.18]... [02:34.70]i ve always wanted for more than this [02:40.84]for more than this [02:42.88]a better this [02:45.68]i ve never wanted to feel like this [02:50.71]to feel like this [02:53.87]the feel of this [02:56.34]anxiety [03:02.24]taking hold of me [03:07.68]pulling me down [03:13.12]pulling me down [03:18.71]anxiety [03:24.19]always gripping me [03:30.11]pulling me down [03:35.13]pulling me down [03:40.96]pulling me down [03:46.84]pulling me down