[00:00.000] 作詞 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Anson Long-Seabra/Amy Allen
[00:12.286] Same ceiling, different day, oh
[00:15.601] I'm awake so
[00:17.562] Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again
[00:21.301] Same lucky charms, in the same wall
[00:24.625] Look for rainbows
[00:26.420] But all the colors just go grey in the end
[00:29.837]
[00:30.159] Wish I could say, wish I could say
[00:34.293] That this won't last forever
[00:39.164] But every day, but every day
[00:43.538] It never seems to get better
[00:45.784]
[00:48.026] I hate myself but I don't want to
[00:52.230] I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
[00:56.742] I got some feelings I've been fighting
[01:00.193] Always hiding the truth
[01:03.429] I hate myself but I don't want to
[01:05.754]
[01:08.105] Friends say that I'm dramatic
[01:11.159] That I'm acting
[01:13.030] Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
[01:16.767] I never thought that this would happen
[01:19.762] Kinda sad when
[01:21.921] When all you got is just a voice in your head
[01:25.144]
[01:25.734] Wish I could say, wish I could say
[01:30.042] That this won't last forever
[01:34.485] But every day, but every day
[01:38.919] It never seems to get better
[01:40.835]
[01:43.500] I hate myself but I don't want to
[01:47.870] I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
[01:52.340] I got some feelings I've been fighting
[01:55.535] Always hiding the truth
[01:58.844] I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:03.413] I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:05.736]
[02:09.916] I don't wanna live my life like this
[02:14.160] Going through the motions
[02:18.386] I don't wanna live my life like this
[02:23.033] Always feeling broken
[02:24.966]
[02:29.724] I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:34.399] I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
[02:38.862] I got some feelings I've been fighting
[02:42.599] Always hiding the truth
[02:45.393] I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:50.020] I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:54.370] I hate myself but I don't want to
[02:58.776] I hate myself but I don't want to