[00:00.000] 作詞 : 交易子
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 交易子
[00:19.158]When I was a child, I stopped dreaming about tomorrow
[00:23.796]early because I was filled with all those pain and disgrace
[00:28.495]它們?nèi)缬半S形
[00:33.252]It was suffocating
[00:38.474]It seemed like they all loved me more when I was broken
[00:47.307]As time went by, oh god didn't it fly
[00:56.762]A day, a year, a decade of sunrise and moonlight
[01:06.161]現(xiàn)在已不是孩子的我身體里依然折磨我的怪物是我唯一的朋友
[01:16.560]他們都騙我
[01:20.225]朋友也長大了
[01:24.902]就只能越發(fā)沉默 也沒人相信我
[01:34.356]不能就此坐以待斃
[01:43.744]逃離這里逃離所有的曾經(jīng)
[01:57.994]再也不 回頭想
[02:04.956]
[02:13.225]我終于放棄了
[02:17.203]平和地優(yōu)雅地接受了
[02:21.281]妥協(xié)吧墮落吧滅亡吧狂歡吧
[02:25.493]直到地球被核平吧
[02:29.231]褪去了灰色的世界多艷麗
[02:34.723]煥然一新
[02:37.739]混沌無序的色彩多絢麗
[02:41.614]我的樂園
[02:45.191]直到你降臨的那個(gè)瞬間
[02:49.261]我以為痛苦都早已被忘卻
[02:53.264]你的美麗如此鮮明
[02:57.231]灼傷了我
[03:01.349]痛い 痛い
[03:09.287]那大大小小穿透我的情感啊
[03:13.269]起起伏伏歸于死寂
[03:17.602]但與你相關(guān)的所有時(shí)刻
[03:21.205]都被壓縮成薄膠片
[03:25.225]狠狠地烙印在我身上
[03:29.123]不可逆不痊愈
[03:33.156]這世間若真的存在
[03:37.343]神明那就是你的模樣
[03:41.173]你就像依存于白晝之上
[03:45.275]撕裂陽光的又一次破曉
[03:49.187]沐浴在圣光里新生的
[03:53.208]我放生啼哭
[03:57.313]嗚嗚
[04:04.128]不幸的孩子迎來了新的一天
[04:08.391]
[04:32.454]上次歡愉的時(shí)候 我是個(gè)孩子忘乎所有
[04:43.195]尖叫著 揮霍著只求最后一無所有
[04:54.372]兩點(diǎn)半 三點(diǎn)半 五點(diǎn)半我徹夜未眠
[05:05.598]期盼著 祈禱著 沒有明天 沒有明天
[05:16.455]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[05:27.516]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[05:38.739]路途匆匆的人們停下腳步等我低頭
[05:49.424]一句道歉就足夠 你們自以為別無所求
[06:00.604]被我嘲笑的光陰要拿什么還你們哦
[06:11.555]所以就 放過吧 等我一口 笑泯恩仇
[06:22.683]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[06:33.721]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[06:44.825]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[06:55.756]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior
[07:06.858]Almost winning and now I don't know
[07:11.725]But it seems like it's almost away from me
[07:17.814]Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to
[07:23.283]find it out and I'll know it all