[00:00.000] 作詞 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Natalie Janowski/Amelia Moore/joe kirkland/Ross Portaro/Ryan McMahon/Zev Troxler/Jonathan Bach
[00:04.893]I’m historically heartbroken
[00:08.702]Drowning in my own emotions
[00:12.442]One minute away from breaking down down down
[00:18.678]I’m always leaving empty handed
[00:23.686]No one wants a heart that’s damaged
[00:27.472]Only know a love that lets me down down down
[00:34.104]Staring contest with the walls
[00:40.747]I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts
[00:50.608]What if I never find anybody to love
[00:54.175]Or I finally get the chance
[00:56.193]And I f**K it all up
[00:57.957]Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave
[01:03.306]What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real
[01:09.356]And I die before telling you how I really feel
[01:13.121]Cause it feels like hell
[01:14.817]And I just can’t help but think
[01:18.879]That maybe loves not for me
[01:23.811]
[01:25.555]If you don’t look too closely
[01:28.358]You can’t even tell I’m lonely
[01:33.098]Even though it keeps me up at night night night
[01:40.550]I try to keep myself distracted
[01:44.295]But I got all these awful habits
[01:48.027]Of listening to voices in my mind mind mind
[01:54.399]Oh staring contest with the wall
[02:01.365]I’m giving into my intrusive thoughts
[02:11.234]What if I never find anybody to love
[02:16.807]Or I finally get the chance
[02:18.822]And I f**k it all up
[02:20.445]Cause I can’t get hurt if I’m the first one to leave
[02:26.159]What if I get to heaven and it’s not even real
[02:31.347]And I die before telling you how I really feel
[02:35.339]Cause it feels like hell
[02:37.419]And I just can’t help but think
[02:41.482]Maybe loves not for me
[02:48.900]Maybe loves not for me
[02:56.473]Maybe loves not for me
[03:03.999]Maybe loves not for me
[03:07.844]For me×3
[03:11.612]Maybe loves not for me