[00:01.84]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I..
[00:06.02]got out of bed at all
[00:07.73]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:11.20]and I cant see at all
[00:13.68]And even if I could itll all be gray,
[00:17.12]but your picture on my wall
[00:19.62]It reminds me, that its not so bad,
[00:23.35]its not so bad..
[00:25.94]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I..
[00:29.27]got out of bed at all
[00:31.74]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[00:34.98]and I cant see at all
[00:37.67]And even if I could itll all be gray,
[00:41.32]but your picture on my wall
[00:43.60]It reminds me, that its not so bad,
[00:46.12]its not so bad..
[00:49.74]Dear Slim, I wrote but you still aint callin
[00:51.85]I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
[00:54.85]I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got em
[00:57.78]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
[01:00.84]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em
[01:03.80]but anyways; **** it, whats been up? Man hows your daughter?
[01:06.86]My girlfriends pregnant too, Im bout to be a father
[01:09.47]If I have a daughter, guess what Ima call her?
[01:11.89]Ima name her Bonnie
[01:13.55]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too Im sorry
[01:15.79]I had a friend kill himself over some ***** who didnt want him
[01:18.85]I know you probably hear this everyday, but Im your biggest fan
[01:22.43]I even got the underground **** that you did with Skam
[01:25.58]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
[01:28.21]I like the **** you did with Rawkus too, that **** was fat
[01:30.59]Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
[01:34.35]just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
[01:36.65]This is Stan
[01:37.80]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I..
[01:40.96]got out of bed at all
[01:43.81]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[01:46.77]and I cant see at all
[01:52.41]And even if I could itll all be gray,
[01:53.58]but your picture on my wall
[01:55.78]It reminds me, that its not so bad,
[01:59.25]its not so bad..
[02:00.92]Dear Slim, you still aint called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
[02:04.11]I aint mad - I just think its ****ED UP you dont answer fans
[02:07.38]If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your concert
[02:09.91]you didnt have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[02:13.04]Thats my little brother man, hes only six years old
[02:15.54]We waited in the blistering cold for you,
[02:17.32]four hours and you just said, No.
[02:19.48]Thats pretty ****ty man - youre like his ****in idol
[02:21.74]He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
[02:24.81]I aint that mad though, I just dont like bein lied to
[02:27.79]Remember when we met in Denver - you said if Id write you
[02:30.94]you would write back - see Im just like you in a way
[02:33.33]I never knew my father neither;
[02:35.19]he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[02:37.32]I can relate to what youre saying in your songs
[02:39.68]so when I have a ****ty day, I drift away and put em on
[02:42.53]cause I dont really got **** else so that **** helps when Im depressed
[02:45.70]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
[02:48.79]Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
[02:51.76]Its like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
[02:54.59]See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
[02:57.67]My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
[03:00.64]But she dont know you like I know you Slim, no one does
[03:03.72]She dont know what it was like for people like us growin up
[03:06.82]You gotta call me man, Ill be the biggest fan youll ever lose
[03:09.74]Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
[03:11.38]We should be together too
[03:12.89]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I..
[03:17.17]got out of bed at all
[03:19.57]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[03:23.31]and I cant see at all
[03:25.59]And even if I could itll all be gray,
[03:29.20]but your picture on my wall
[03:31.51]It reminds me, that its not so bad,
[03:35.08]its not so bad..
[03:37.17]Dear Mister-Im-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
[03:39.76]thisll be the last package I ever send your ass
[03:44.40]Its been six months and still no word - I dont deserve it?
[03:45.45]I know you got my last two letters;
[03:45.93]I wrote the addresses on em perfect
[03:48.75]So this is my cassette Im sending you, I hope you hear it
[03:51.83]Im in the car right now, Im doing 90 on the freeway
[03:54.69]Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
[03:58.32]You know the song by Phil Collins, In the Air of the Night
[04:00.82]about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
[04:03.73]but didnt, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
[04:06.75]Thats kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
[04:09.71]Now its too late - Im on a 1000 downers now, Im drowsy
[04:12.97]and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
[04:15.73]I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
[04:18.76]I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
[04:22.30]You ruined it now, I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it
[04:25.25]And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you SCREAM about it
[04:28.15]I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you cant BREATHE without me
[04:31.54]
[04:35.26]Hey Slim, thats my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
[04:36.78]but I didnt slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I aint like you
[04:39.85]cause if she suffocates shell suffer more, and then shell die too
[04:42.78]Well, gotta go, Im almost at the bridge now
[04:45.98]Oh ****, I forgot, howm I supposed to send this **** out?
[05:01.92]My teas gone cold Im wondering why I..
[05:04.80]got out of bed at all
[05:07.55]The morning rain clouds up my window..
[05:11.26]and I cant see at all
[05:13.79]And even if I could itll all be gray,
[05:17.18]but your picture on my wall
[05:19.50]It reminds me, that its not so bad,
[05:23.14]its not so bad..
[05:24.94]Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
[05:27.61]You said your girlfriends pregnant now, how far along is she?
[05:30.74]Look, Im really flattered you would call your daughter that
[05:33.62]and heres an autograph for your brother,
[05:35.79]I wrote it on the Starter cap
[05:37.52]Im sorry I didnt see you at the show, I musta missed you
[05:40.24]Dont think I did that **** intentionally just to diss you
[05:43.23]But whats this **** you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
[05:46.20]I say that **** just clownin dogg,
[05:48.33]cmon - how ****ed up is you?
[05:49.49]You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
[05:52.02]to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
[05:55.16]And whats this **** about us meant to be together?
[05:58.77]That type of shitll make me not want us to meet each other
[06:00.88]I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
[06:03.66]or maybe you just need to treat her better
[06:06.31]I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
[06:09.69]before you hurt yourself, I think that youll be doin just fine
[06:12.75]if you relax a little, Im glad I inspire you but Stan
[06:15.67]why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
[06:19.48]I just dont want you to do some crazy shit
[06:21.60]I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
[06:25.08]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
[06:27.70]and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
[06:30.66]and in the car they found a tape, but they didnt say who it was to
[06:33.61]Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
[06:36.77]Damn!