Did I Make It Up?

This feeling, it's not tangible

Just a symptom of your absence

A stumbling ghost

We were a secret, the lights were low

And there was too much in my glass

For me to really know

If I, I still miss you

'Cause I have no right to

How can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

Why do I get lost in traces of this things that never was?

How can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

Did I make you up?

In flashes you appear to me

Always hazy and chromatic like a fever dream

Were you singing or was it the radio?

Did we confess or was it just my inner dialogue?

Oh, how can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

Why do I get lost in traces of this things that never was?

How can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

Did I make you up?

How can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

Why do I get lost when it never was?

How can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

I wish I made it up

I wish I made you up

How can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

Why do I get lost in traces of this things that never was?

How can I miss something that was nothing?

Did I make it up?

Did I make you up?

(I wish I made you up)

I wish I made you up

I wish I made it up

I wish I made you up

I wish I made it up